Photos That Prove Depression Has No Face

This is ugly face of depression, I am confronted with it every day, I have a wonderful family, who are loving and caring, and my husband tries his best but can't break through. I don't understand it. I don't know why I can't get rid of it.  I feel selfish, lost, sick and angry at myself. I tried hanging myself but the attic board broke I fell down and all in the family got alerted.